No one is against you. It's simply been pointed out that you cannot work on sexually explicit materials until you are 18. You may well write your own BL, but that's not done as work for any company that pays you, because you are not 18. You'll just have to wait. There are others on the boards in the same predicament, and they are understanding about and patiently waiting. but coming and complaining in what seems like a sulk is only going to have the better team members not want to work with you, as it makes you look immature and they don't know you, so may assume that also makes you unreliable. So, just be patient. 6 months until your birthday. You can treat yourself by registering and taking the test that day! Something to look forward to, hey? Also, it is only just starting to creep forward. For amny, it has been 3 months already and for others it will be a bit longer. No one has been handed anywork yet. So, you are not missing out on anything! We are all having the not yet, not yet thing!